Oh my darling how I miss you, I'm struggling at mo n feel so alone, it's been hard but I chat to you, it's the queen's platinum jubilee this wkend n lots going on, Karen put on a family lunch n afternoon of fun, you should see kiddies dick growing up so fast, finley n coby running round garden or on tik tock, they have shot up, jayce gets very shy, very cheeky smile, girls were on bouncy castle having fun, as usual Karen put on yummy buffet, she behaved dick no charging round with football with kids, I'm sure she really wanted to, so pleased weather was nice for us n we sat out all afternoon, my day tomor, gang coming over to have cuppa with me n then Sunday having buffet lunch, I'm out with special friends tomor nite for meal, will be thinking of you, all my love xxxxxxx